A FUN DAY TODAY IS :D

hai
i'm Hazita and i'm not a terrorist :P

IT'S JUST A DREAM

last night, i've dreamed something

well, it's a normal thing of course!

but i've fallen in love with the person that was in my dream

well, i never knew the person ever in my life

come to think of it, i don't think the person exist in the real world

after all, dream is a play during the sleep right?

it's a weird thing to say that i actually had really fallen in love with the person

but i was so happy in my dream last night, even though i didn't remember lots of events happening in there

it's a very long dream

but i can remember the part when i lost my pet mouse, a white one, and i searched it with that person until i found it

and there's this part at school, a really beautiful school, somewhere at the west of the world, where we were invited to see a room, full of juveniles maybe

and one of the them is my father, a white man with a long beard

i know right! why would an old man doing at juvenile's?

and we played a game. it was fun :D

why am i so weird?...

about the person,

i could still remember (samar-samar) the person's smile, so heart catching

the person's clothes, so intriguing

and the person's hair, blonde!, which i really love

a gorgeous perfect figure for me :)

HAHAHAHAHA!

such a dreamer i am..

well, i wish i could always dream bout the person cuz i know i won't ever found the person in the real world..

why am i so jiwang ah? GELI AHHH!

JUZ AS SAD AS TEARS.

16 FEBRUARY 2011

today

my lovely sweet teacher died..

she taught me lots and lots of things when i was in form 3.....

that is 2 years ago..

juz thinking about it makes me wanna cry...

ughhhhhhhhhhhhh

i'm so sad..

n i cried like a baby when some1 told d news...

but not like a whiny small annoying baby...

i cried like a quiet peaceful baby..

yeah..

like a shy sweet baby...

anyway, i love my teacher

she is so sweet and caring

i remember, once in 2010, she was in KOOP and i was buying something

and i paid to her

she said that, "last year, u are 1 of my student rite??"

n i was like " yeahh.u remember me??" (touching)

n she said "of course! i know my students"

yeah.dat was it but it was so touching that i still remember it till now

n i'll always remember that moment...

and the day before yesterday, i saw her.....

she was walking slowly with her daughters

and there was a small drain

she walked really slowly across the drain

and my heart was like

"..............................."

yeah.i felt sorry for her....

my heart did want to say hi to her but i didn't know why,

I DID NOT DO WAT I WANTED TOO

and today, i felt the biggest regret for not doing that

when i think about it, my heart felt some anger

that anger is towards me

and i started to be in my own world

all sad and down

yeah. i am a negative person...

always sad and down

1 of my friends said that i am all JIWANG this year

HORMONES playing a big role controlling my feelings

SORI LA...

anyway, i wont be all jiwang anymore since its bothering my friends

i'll change!

all i wanted to say is,

cikgu, semoga ckgu dirhmati Allah,

smoga segala ilmu yang ckgu bagi dirahmati Allah,

dan semoga segala yang cikgu ajar digunakan untuk kebaikan.